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I was laying in bed when a figure came over to me and put his hands on my neck.
I couldn't make out his face but I know I've seen him before in those days I forget.
Struggling for breath as his hand grips tighter and he puts the other on my eyes.
It's like he's pulling all the air out, bit by bit, and I'm frantic cos it took me by surprise.
I need to go outside so I run and I'm carrying him on my front like a weight.
I need to feel the breeze so I stand out back in the garden and I'm naked but I'm burning.
Hate that he's with me,
Hate I'm not free,
Hate I'm in panic
And the demon is happy.
Oh fuck off.

There's a mess inside my head and it's right here where you left it.
There's a mess inside my head where you left it Panic Demon.
There's a mess inside my head and it's right here where you left it.
There's a mess inside my head where you left it Panic Demon, Fuck you!

I know what fear feels like cos I've felt is physically like a rush through my body.
I know it always goes but I'm not thinking logically when the motherfucker's on me.
Every time I'm alive he comes back as though he wants me to die and he wants to be the one who does it.
Cos when he shows me his eyes he's showing me what hell looks like and I don't wanna go back to the pit.

I scream every time.
Feel myself die every time.
I've died almost every week.
I don't wanna die anymore.
I wanna scream.
I wanna sing my lungs out.
I wanna be free.
Don't wanna panic anymore.

There's a mess inside my head where you left it Panic Demon.
There's a mess inside my head where you left it Panic Demon, Fuck you!
There's a mess inside my head where you left it Panic Demon.
There's a mess inside my head where you left it Panic Demon, Fuck you!

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from The Magic Of A Lunatic, released November 27, 2017

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THE CULT OF THE BROKEN CHILDREN.

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