kittycollartight
You always have a way of getting into my mind and soul on a different level. Always have me in a dream like state but also feeling every emotion possible, I love it. This song is just again I can't even put it into words, just keeps getting better and better.
He said I'm psycho,
He said I'm fucked up,
Said I'm too intense,
He said I'm too much.
He wanted dainty,
He wanted mouth shut,
He wanted dumbed down
to get the true love.
He calls me crazy,
He used to want it all,
But now he's fucked off
and I'm invisible,
He threw me away
like I was disposable,
I'm left alone again
inside of these walls.
90 days it takes to sucker me in,
I fall hook, line and sinker.
I'm disgusted at myself, I can't help it,
I'm an overthinker.
90 days for them to blow me away
and then they throw me away
'til I'm holding onto pain like a crutch.
90 days I can lie to myself that it's love
before they tell me I'm too much.
Fluids and pretend, it's better than nothing.
Fluids and pretend, it's better than nothing.
They tell me calm down,
They tell me feel less,
They wanna stifle me
so they can like me less.
They point at me and laugh
'cause I'm a drunken mess,
I can't escape the world
unless I get wrecked.
I'm just too much for them,
I'm just too much for you,
I'm just too much for him,
The fuck you want me to do?
So I will I die alone
just 'cause I'm too much to take?
And no one checks on the strong
though we so often break!
There's no one quite like you, they said.
Putting that bullshit in my head.
Want me in pieces 'cause I'm too much.
It's like they can't comprehend me if it's all at once.
I'm not one to do anything by halves
and my loyalty is proven by my scars.
I find myself in a cycle of 90 days.
Got me in a lost world, in a beautiful haze.
Fluids and pretend, it's better than nothing.
I'm always too much!
I'm always too much!
Fuck me, I'm too much!
90 days I can lie to myself that's it love
before they tell me I'm too much.
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