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Child of the Devil
05:58
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They call me little spawn.
Fuckin child of the devil.
Got three sixes on my head.
I fuck god.
And when I pray I do it backwards and I scream in Latin.
Ego do animam meam domino me ava satanas
You told me go to hell!
Bitch I've already been there.
I was forged in the brimstone emerged from fire.
And I engage in all blasphemy cos I was doomed from the belly.
I ride a scarlet beast with seven heads and ten horns
I've got an ashamed mother.
She's so sad my name's not in the book of life.
But I've got a deal with the darkness
and I've said fuck off to Jesus Christ.
Whoever has ears let him hear!
Whoever has a mouth let him speak!
The serpent told you eat of the fruit
and you'll be wise and free!
They want to keep you a slave.
They want to squash your passion.
The only one brave enough to oppose them,
His name is Satan!
They call me little spawn.
Little child of the devil!
They call me little spawn.
Little child of the devil!
They call me little spawn.
Little child of the devil!
I got three sizes on my head
I fuck god!
I fuck god!
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Heather
06:05
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Heather, are we doing this shit again at 3am?
Goddammit Heather, don't wanna be in panic all night, I'm too shattered to fight.
Fuckin Heather, can you give me just one little sleep and not jolt me awake?
I'm begging Heather, I'm really trying not to die when I close my eyes.
Heather.
I'm sharing my mind with a psychopath.
It's astounding how she does this to me.
Always taking every sunlight from my eyes.
Always taking my happiness away.
I always give her what she wants.
Heather, you've really got inside my head; you're good at that.
Goddamit Heather, stop making me catastrophize. It's all lies.
Heather, I would like my brainwaves back 'cos it's a violent attack.
Bloody Heather, they said you're here for safety but I know you're trying to kill me!
Lying on the floor again staring at the ceiling and my head's in pain.
I look into the mirror and I'm wondering is there a disease in my brain?
Have I got 3 days to live?
Or am I fuckin stupid?
Laying on the floor again staring at the ceiling and my head's in pain.
I look into the mirror and I'm wondering is there a disease in my brain?
Have I got 3 days to live?
Or am I fuckin stupid?
Heather! Why?
Are we doing this shit again?
Will I get to sleep if I close my eyes?
Heather! Why?
Will I ever sleep?
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Trauma
05:24
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I tell you what motherfucker I've been on my own every day since youth,
I carried your shit like a heavy weight; like a rotten tooth,
I've bared the burden of a cowardly heart, of an empty word,
I've felt responsible for a life too long and it's me that's hurt.
You never called me when I needed your help, when I needed love,
I guess this thing is only one sided, now it's nothing, DONE,
I pulled myself out of the gutter, I'll always remember your absence,
I'm sick to fuck of your excuses and this dynamic.
I'm exhausted being unable to express how you've fucked me up,
For fear you might put a rope around your neck,
But it's a curse you've put upon me, you're grafted to my skin,
I feel like you're bound to me, forever an unwanted limb.
Where the hell were you when I cried my little eyes to sleep?
When I didn't know where I'd fuckin live?
You left me alone even though I always looked after you,
I'll never forget, I'll never forgive.
I've watched you break every promise you've made
so don't make them.
And I've felt the fall out, you can't help it.
You're just a fuck up, through and through,
And I've been your cheerleader.
I've given you the benefit of every doubt,
Who's the idiot now?
Who's the idiot now?
Thanks for the TRAUMA!
Thanks for the TRAUMA!
Thanks for the TRAUMA, TRAUMA, TRAUMA!
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Am I Sick?
05:46
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There's a vein in my neck I don't like,
It sticks out too prominent.
And I get so paranoid
it's gonna burst and then I'll bleed out.
And my heart is an egg timer too,
I wonder how many beats I have left
Cos it could just stop at any time
And I've got no control over it.
And what is that in my head?
I feel something in me,
What is it? Has it bled?
Tell me am I sick?
Can you look me in the eye; tell me am I dying?
Am I sick?
There's a lump in my chest and I'm shaking,
It might hurt if I touch it.
I feel like I know there's something really wrong.
My sides are aching and my mind is racing.
A ragdoll on the floor with my fuckin' face in my fuckin' hands.
And I'm crying my fuckin' eyes out
It's all fatal and there's no escaping.
And what is that in my head?
I feel something in me,
What is it? Has it bled?
Tell me am I sick?
Can you look me in the eye; tell me am I dying?
Am I sick?
I'm convinced I won't last.
I can't explain it but it's like I've got a curse.
I'm either right and I'm going to die
or I'm insane wasting my own time.
Am I sick?
I'm hoping that I'm not.
Am I sick?
Am I? Am I sick?
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There is no god
05:44
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The world is finally broke
through all the spoils of war.
We tell our children they're sinful
as we violate their core.
Your rotten judgement is awful.
Your deity is a whore.
Humanity is a cancer and we
refuse to look for a cure.
There is no afterlife.
You're just gonna die like the rest of us.
There is no fuckin house in the sky;
no jewelled crown.
Cos there is no god.
There is no god
The trees are out of breath.
We've sucked the life from their souls.
And all the oceans are black.
The waves are screaming at us to get the fuck out.
And all the animals
they're so glad that you prayed before you slit their throats.
Imagine all the guilt
if you had to do it yourself.
There is no consequence.
No fucker's gonna fry for the things they've done.
There is no judgement in this world;
it's just what we make up.
Cos there is no god.
There is no god
There is no god
There is no god!
There is no god!
I'm not the one who's lost.
Before you die take a look at your shepherd rot.
Decaying lies of a cross.
Open your eyes, see the real devastation of war.
The suffering's so much.
How many have to suffer so that you can be right?
I'm not the one who's lost.
There is no god.
There is no god
There is no god!
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You're a nice lady
06:16
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You’re in such a sorry way.
And I’m only here for one thing.
To watch you depart in this state.
I imagine the peace it will bring.
Oh how the tables have turned.
And you don’t know how vengeful I am.
I’ll sit here until the last sound.
Take back the power I can.
Well I saw you take your last breath
and my face was the last face you saw.
I’m a nice lady after all
but you weren’t so nice to me
and it’s hot now where you are.
I was so fragile and small.
You took my innocence; untied.
They called me a liar, a drama queen.
Just a little fantasist who cries.
But we both know who you were
With your last open eye.
I wanted the last thought you had
to be that memory you hide.
And though you’re the reason I play,
You’re also the reason I’m dead inside.
Well I saw you take your last breath!
And my face was what you saw!
You said I'm a nice lady!
But you weren't so nice to me and it's hot now where you are!
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Mindfuck
05:38
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Catastrophic thinking, again and again.
My mind goes to the most fatal place it can.
Can’t get a grip on the handle,
I just have to ride the wave.
Claustrophobic, I feel my life crushing in.
I’m suffocated by all the awful stories I spin.
The anxiety is making me ill
and I wish I didn’t wake up today.
Shackled to pain, a prisoner in my own soul.
A never-ending suffering, the blackest hole.
Can’t put right the cogs in my brain,
I feel like I’m doomed to this.
Always the same, I never have any control,
I’m just incapable of letting it go.
I don’t hear what I don’t want to
when I’m running with the nonsense.
The mind is what alters our reality.
Mindfuck.
Life is such a cruel but beautiful thing
and my reality is not what they see.
It’s like I’m sky-high but the rocket is still on the ground.
I flew my own spaceship up here.
I’m on a rollercoaster, a panic ride.
I’m in the zone to get fucked by my mind.
I’m on a rollercoaster, a panic ride.
I’m in the atmosphere, I’m star-blind!
I’m sick of my brain attacking me, against me.
I just want to be safe in my body.
Mostly I just wanna be free of the mindfuck.
I’m on a rollercoaster, a panic ride,
Sometimes I want to fucking die!
Mostly I just wanna be free of the mindfuck!
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Feed The Sheep
06:14
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She’s demonic!
She looks dead!
She worships satan!
She’s going to the lake of fire and I'll laugh.
She’s a slut!
She's ugly!
I wanna fuck her!
She’s going to burn in hell and i'll laugh.
The shepherd leads them to pasture all full of hate
So I’ll feed the sheep
Cos they hear their master’s voice and their master speaks destruction.
The shepherd leads them to slaughter to spread the hate
So i’ll feed the sheep
Cos they hear their master’s voice and their master is a maggot.
She’s a witch!
She needs repentance!
She needs to give her life to jesus!
Or he’ll throw her in the lake of fire and I’ll laugh.
The shepherd leads them to pasture all full of hate
So I’ll feed the sheep
Cos they hear their master’s voice and their master speaks destruction.
The shepherd leads them to slaughter to spread the hate
So i’ll feed the sheep
Cos they hear their master’s voice and their master is a maggot.
Feed, feed the sheep!
Feed, feed the sheep!
Feed! Feed the sheep! Feed the sheep!
Hear my voice.
I will destroy man whom I have created
For it repenteth me that I have made them.
I will destroy man whom I have created
For it repenteth me that I have made them.
She's fuckin ugly!
Ugly!
She's a witch!
I wanna fuck her!
The shepherd leads them to pasture all full of hate
So I’ll feed the sheep
Cos they hear their master’s voice and their master speaks destruction.
The shepherd leads them to slaughter to spread the hate
So i’ll feed the sheep
Cos they hear their master’s voice, their master's voice!
Feed, feed the sheep!
Feed, feed the sheep!
Feed! Feed the sheep!
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The lord is my shepherd
Now I just want
Make yourself a refuge
In my little cunt.
From Eden we came
Now we cum forever.
I gave my body over
Now you call me Lady Lucifer.
Tear me limb from limb
Let's make evil love
Make me recite the Psalms
with my mouth full up.
In the face of the father
Shout the name of his son
Let's do a sacrifice
Speaking in tongues
Fuck me while jesus watches.
I give over to sin
Guilt is for fools.
Tu madre calls me satan
Mine does too (hahaha cunt!)
And I'll eat your babies
I'll suck your soul dry.
I'm taking you down to hell with me
Where there's gnashing of teeth
and the demons ravage
but you'll never die!
Hail Mary mother full of disgrace!
He that dwelleth in the high in the secret place.
I will kneel before him, I will service; I must.
He delivers me and I satisfy his lust!
Hail Mary mother full of disgrace!
Let us crawl in the dirt, let us fornicate.
I will kneel before him, give a harlot's kiss.
Fuck me while jesus watches, fuck me while jesus watches!
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The Room
06:16
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Terror! Always in terror!
Evil always looming. Sadness always oppressing.
A little kid shouldn’t hate themselves. Shouldn't think the things
that I wrote out in the mirror.
I really told myself I was disgusting.
I wish I could hold that little one, that innocent imperfect human
and tell her she’s allowed to love and she was always precious.
I’m not that fucked up little girl in the room anymore.
I’m not my childhood; my past does not dictate my future.
I’m not that fucked up little girl in the room anymore.
Just because I was broken then doesn’t mean I’m broken forever.
Scared! I had constant nightmares.
Water on the ceiling. Demons coming for me.
A little kid shouldn't cry that much. Shouldn't want to die,
Fucking endless nights of grief-stricken pain asking why
I was born.
Cos I felt deep down within I was nothing.
And they showed me that as well.
Left me traumatised alone in my hell.
There’s nothing wrong with you. You’re not ugly. You’re beautiful.
You’re not dirty. You’re not evil. You’re not unfixable.
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Bloodlust
06:25
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You all sit in the pews and you smile like a good family should.
You’re brainwashed from the hypocrite at the front reading you the hatred from your disgusting book.
You’re praying for the sinners all living their filthy lives led by the enemy.
How dare they walk around daring to be so evil so brazenly.
They don’t know the father; what he’s going to do in the end.
How they dare to mock him but how they’ll cower when their knee is forced to bend.
You salivate at the thought; just wait til they fall.
You’ll be standing in the kingdom all laughing as they get what they deserve
As you stand with the murderer you serve.
I looked at a picture of you today and I felt a feeling that I’ve never felt before; a sadness for a wasted life.
And I was always the bad one to you but I know now I represent all that you couldn’t be because you live in a fuckin delusion lady!
The end of the world is your show and you want your disgusting prize!
You can’t wait to watch us heathens burn. There’s bloodlust in your eyes.
Your judgement day is your feast and you can’t wait for the deaths of the ones you despise!
You want hell to be real so bad. There’s bloodlust in your eyes.
Part of me wants to hate you. Part of me wants to heal.
All of me knows all the damage you’ve done.
As long as you’re part of the cult, you’re unreal.
Today I pitied you. I thought of your life and I cried.
You repressed who you could’ve been.
Now you’re dead on this hill for this fucking lie!
Jesus isn’t coming back! Jesis isn’t coming back!
Cos he was never here! He was never here!
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Pulling teef
05:06
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I went to bed broke as shit last night and I woke up broke today.
I had to decide between feeding myself or settling the bills I had to pay.
Then I got a fuckin letter in the post with ‘sumoons’ in the header.
Now I’m freaking out and the stress is maxed. Will it ever get better?
I’m sick of never being sure I can get the bus because I needed electric.
I’m selling everything I own to fund this adventure club and I don’t regret it
But I wish I didn't have to worry and count my pennies then I could sleep.
But I’m having to check before I buy the bread to make sure I can that week.
Do I look like I need your help? Yeah mate I could do with the fuckin help.
It’s like pulling teef to get out of the cycle of debt.
And “You’re a grown woman slave” is a sentence I’ll never forget
Why is life like this? Why can’t I catch a break?
I wait tables in the week, treated like shit by the public I hate.
Cos it’s a soulless energy and I was made for more than the grind.
But you can sacrifice and you can work your ass off, cry your eyes out,
to basically find that the woman is poor!
The weight of it all, I just want relief.
I only ever scrape by by the skin of my teef.
I feel so broken, suffering for nothing it seems.
Keeping myself in the gutter for these beautiful dreams.
For these beautiful dreams.
Don’t I look like I need your help? Oi cunt! I could do with your fuckin help!
It’s like pulling teef to get out of the cycle of debt.
“You’re a grown woman slave” is a sentence I’ll never forget.
Still the woman is poor.
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Cry
06:17
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I’m failing to breathe; to catch my breath.
I’m flailing; drawing beneath my mess.
I need you. Save me.
I can only cry, broken.
Breathe for me.
I’m troubled. I cannot find my peace.
I need you to save me from this grief.
I’m in so much pain. Save me. Broken.
I can only cry. Breathe for me.
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14. |
Blood Moon
05:43
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You ripped my heart right out of my chest,
and you threw it on the floor.
I stand here bleeding out like a cunt,
and I don't wanna live any more.
Brutally wounded by the lies you told,
The way they sounded so beautiful.
I never knew love quite like that,
But I guess I never knew it at all.
The stars were aligned,
We made the perfect match,
Seems it was all in my head,
It's all a fuckin joke.
And there is no star or sun,
Connection is all bullshit,
And the last moon we saw
Was a blood one!
I've never felt so alone,
Everything's been stripped from me.
I was tricked, I was duped, I was dumb,
A fuckin idiot to think you loved me.
I finally saw balance and calm
In a future laid out with you,
I never smiled that much
But it was all a delusion built for a fool
You said you're a sub to my happiness
but my only happiness was with you.
you said that we'd die on the same day,
That we'd share a coffin and rot as two.
You said I'm the sexiest girl in the world,
I guess I'm ugly after all.
Our star signs said we were soul mates
Then you dumped my soul on the blood moon.
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No Memories, No Dreams
06:53
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Alive like I never was,
Oh it felt so intense,
And the world was so electric.
Then crash! like a wave of doom,
Like a cloak of darkness,
All the joy gone and I feel so pathetic
I'm fuckin broken from the inside out.
I can physically feel the pain of my heart crushing in my chest.
I'm fuckin broken from the inside out.
I'll never be ok again until I erase you from my thoughts.
No memories, No dreams.
No memories, No dreams.
Pain is all I can think of,
It's all I'm consumes by,
And I can't believe this is real.
The one I thought I would grow with
doesn't even like me.
It's not just what's gone but the life that's lost.
Remember how we used to dance?
I'll never dance again, the rotisserie is cooked and dead.
Remember how we used to dance?
I'll never dance again, the rotisserie is cooked and dead.
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Surface of the water lie still while I lie eye level.
Examine placidities. I’m growing green.
To take my breath away would be a mistake.
To take my love, disloyal hands, a travesty.
Cradle-less child lying in a field of poppies.
If you ever come near that girl again
there will be a flood upon your life and you will drown in it.
If you ever show your face round here again
they’ll be a warrior in the place of what was once placid.
Does abuse make you feel like a man?
Well let’s go down to the water and I’ll show you you can’t swim.
Not even angels give a shit about you
and the devil goes by Tex. She drinks Johnny Walker and she’ll kill you.
I wish you only what you did to her. I hope you get your skull bashed in.
You’re a meth head on his deathbed and you’re the lowest of men.
So let’s take you down to the water and you’ll never see the surface again!
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Blaze of glory
05:47
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You're with me in the noise. We live in the sounds.
Just knowing you exist out there in the world makes me want to exist too
cos our souls are entwined so I’ll remind you of what you are worth.
When you were on that hill just know I was there with you.
You couldn't go that day cos we’re meant to go together with a bottle of Jack
And drive into a hurricane.
Grab your gun and your whiskey, we’re going out in a blaze of glory.
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I saw the end in my dreams. I stood in rubble and shraps.
The man who meets me in space was gently holding my hand.
We knew that time would run out. We talked nostalgia and joy.
The music written in time was playing there in the void.
Around us everything fell. We knew we’d seconds to go.
I cried a tear and he smiled, said I’m the best one he knows,
He told me he was so glad to take the last breath with me.
I told him “See you in hell, we made one hell of a team.
I felt the air as it left. The sky was falling away.
I saw the rivers were blood. All life began to decay.
He touched my face and he breathed a calmness into my lungs.
He told me “This is the peace. Tomorrow there will be none.
But how amazing to stand in this destruction, just us?”
I told him “Kiss me again, before we turn into dust”.
Our broken children unloved found all the love in the end
Follow the railway to here and as one whole we transcend.
At the end of the world will you be there so we can end the suffering?
When it’s over for good will you love me as we face the apocalypse?
When we get yo hell will you hold me so we can share the suffering?
At the edge of the sky will you meet me so we can be one energy?
Demons were roaming the streets but we were still in the fire.
You told me just look at you; there’s not much else to admire.
The end was imminent now. You said something to make me laugh;
“Do you remember the time we pissed ourselves in the car?”
You said “Love, that’s all there is. Beautiful moments in life.”
Told me I wasted such time being so worried to die.
“The judgement came after all”. “I wish that I could go back
To do it over again” cos now we fade into black.
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